Still ill

I finding this bug I've got difficult to shift and I think I'm feeling depressed as a result and I can't feel my hunger at all. On top of that I'm struggling with a relationship at work. I'm struggling with work. It's weird being around people who never complain about anything and it's weird being round people who do nothing but bitch and moan about other people. I dread going into work.

All this anxiety is going to be behind my eating when I'm not hungry. It's taking me away from myself. So what is the answer.

I've been away from the computer thinking about this and my conclusion is to just get over myself and play the game, cos that's all it is, a game. I spend too much time trying to be morally right and just digging a pit for myself and avoiding what is really bugging me - they may be slagging me off. I can't control that. Judging them as bad for doing it only creates anxiety in me and down the spiral I go. Right then, I'm off to research office games.